An observation

[nightdog_barks]

While I am obviously still hoping to be a good candidate for immunotherapy, there is a part of me that is at the point where I would happily inject straight Drano into my veins to start killing these little lung motherfuckers bugs. So tired of being tired and out of breath at the slightest exertion all the time.

In other news, I am delighted to see that it rained on President* Goat-boy McBumblefuck's parade. :DDD


*Oh, he deserves an asterisk and everybody knows it.

Comments

[blackmare]

OMG YES

I mean, for me it isn’t the exhaustion (which isn’t as severe for me) so much as being SORE ALL OVER from coughing for ... seven months? I think it’s been seven months. Or six? I don’t know. It feels like for. Fucking. Ever.

And now I have to wait on insurance to approve the targeted med I need and I am ready to just ... hurt something. Blow something up. Take whatever the hell will stop this bullshit.

[nightdog_barks]

HAHA MARE YOU KNOW WHAT I REALLY LIKE?

When you're coughing and all of a sudden you kind of RUN OUT OF AIR to cough and so instead your STOMACH kind of torques instead and now you've got your stomach going OH DID YOU MEAN FOR ME TO BARF? BECAUSE I CAN DO THAT, NO PROBLEMO, HOMBRE, and you're like nononononononononooooooo.

That's what I like. :D

And omg yes. Stop this bullshit.

[blackmare]

Oh, so that happens to you too, huh? :-P I never had that happen in my life until just, like, two weeks ago.

If it never happens again that’ll be too soon.

[nightdog_barks]

ISN'T IT FUN?

It gets me maybe once or twice a week -- so far I've kept the barf at bay, but that feeling where your stomach is just kind of hiccuping and TWITCHING is just EW.

Another one that's just snuck up on me in the last couple of weeks is this legit anxiety attack where out of nowhere (as I'm trying to catch my breath) my brain suddenly PANICS and goes OMG YOU CAN'T BREATHE and the anxiety attack ensues and I'm like y'know, I just really don't need this bullshit right now.

[perspi]

Oh, man, that is SOME BULLSHIT. Ugh.

[nightdog_barks]

Oh my god, Perspi, it is just RIDICULOUS.